some more cakes

here are a few more cakes. this is from boo boo's 6th birthday.

new glasses

the baby has glasses and ain't she adorable?????

pics

the baby sporting her new look.

so much to report

well I have not blogged for so long I can hardly remember what has been covered and what has not so we will start a few months back school for the boys is going well. my oldest is struggling with reading right now. but we are working on it faithfully everyday, he loves dance and guitar lessons. he just got new glasses that look totally hot on him they are green and yellow oregon duck colors but if you asked him he got them cause they are disney glasses and they are green which is his favorite color... Boo is having a great time at school lots of friends but he is having a hardtime not being challenged enough it seems he's figured out if he says I don't know they don't ask any more questions.which he loves.. a free spirit happy go lucky thats my boo. Bootsie loves dance more and more she also is totally loving that her sis is finally starting to play with her the greatest thing right now is she will let her pull her hair then laugh about it wounder how long that will last. also she got her very own room with a new bunkbed and paint job pink and purple she thinks it is so awsome and it is. we moved daddy out and to the basement it is a great change and all is happy. now for the baby she is in full crawl mode and just procured heself some glasses they are stinkin cute on her and I along with others were amazed to see that she all the sudden got quite active as if for the first time seeing all these new things it is awsome and I am happy she mostly leaves them alone except when in her carseat. the doctor assures me it wont take long for her to get used to them. she also has gained quite a lot of weight she is almost 18 lbs. so she just might make 20 lbs by a year we will see. I can hardly believe she will be a year in just two months. amazing simply amazing. well I have some video and pics so share but that will have to save for later till then this is me sighning off to play with my very handsome son boo boo.

failure hurts

When I look at this family I know it is worth it hard, trying, stressful, exhausting, but worthit

have you ever had one of those weeks where every time you turn around someone is giving you more bad news about your life that you think is going fairly well well that is the story for all of last week it all started on Sunday my kids were so bad at sunday school that the teacher said if she would never have sunday school again if there was that bad of behavior again. then at school the next week both boys were on a roll dissrespecting teacher after teacher one even got sent to the principles office. and it didn't stop there at daance at music class and so on After continuously dissaplining my children all week I feel weak and drained. To boot I have people asking me if I would like help getting help for one of my children in the special needs catagory now every time I think about it I just can"t help but cry!!!! I feel like a failure on so many levels. I feel like I am a failure with my kids , with my house, and with my friends. God your really going to have to carry me through this one cause there is no way I am going to be able to. My family is all I have in this world that is good. I love them so much that weeks like these hurt. so whoever reeds this if you would pray for me that I may hear Gods voice telling me what it is I need to learn here I would appriciate it.

this week

my newest group of dancers arent they adoriable?

My three best boys all matching.

Grammie gave us matching aprons for christmas how cool!!!

My holiday baby exactly 7 months old.

Great- Grandma and my babies we love u.

So this week was one of halarity and a little pain. I went to school this week to work with my boys. like i do every week. and to have a special meeting with my precious Boo Boo's teacher who is getting the wool pulled over her eyeys by my very charming and sneeky little man. so I walked into this meeting with confidence and assurity and had it blowen to bits by not one but three teachers. they informed me i was queing my son too much and he was way behind where he needed to be for the year and so on. I have to say I was so discouraged and frustrated by the end of the night I was up till 2:30 am stressing and crying over the fact I had just set my poor 5 year old son up for failure me his mother the one who is suppose to protect him and defend him. there goes the mother of the year award again and I am only two weeks into the year...... so needles to say after getting some much needed advice from some very good resources we have decided to give him a second chance for a great start with a teacher who will be able to better challenge himand help him accomplish his full potential... so that was the painful part of the week now for a little hilarity. C.J. went to school on thursday and his teacher passed by to check his progress on his math page seeing nothing was done she proceeded to urge him to hurry so he would not have to stay in from recess. Well his response was puzzling he told her he was almost finished when she responded by saying she didn"t think so he wipped out the black light on his spy pen and answered invisible ink, you know I am a super spy. Her answer short and to the point "if I can"t see it it isn"t done. then she walked away to chuckle. he will no doubt be the talk of many meetings with this one see he is famous amoungst the faculty for cleaver and witty antics. I love both my boys and my girls. life would be so boring without them. My dance class is filling up fast and I am contemplating adding another one. it is a blast teaching the little ones. i am so excited they are a really great group of girls.

winter dance recital

The three cuttest kids ever and there mine

This is my tiny tot class arent they adorible i certinly think so....
Boo Boo and his clogging group.

MY bellydance troop Habbibi nada

C.J and hi clogging class.. what a stud.....

it's been a long time since i last blogged but we just had our winter recital and my kids were great. so i thought I would just post these pics. so you could see them for yourself. i have lots of other pics to post of holloween and thanksgiving and many others but that will have to wait till later for now this will do love to all and happy holidays