When I look at this family I know it is worth it hard, trying, stressful, exhausting, but worthit
have you ever had one of those weeks where every time you turn around someone is giving you more bad news about your life that you think is going fairly well well that is the story for all of last week it all started on Sunday my kids were so bad at sunday school that the teacher said if she would never have sunday school again if there was that bad of behavior again. then at school the next week both boys were on a roll dissrespecting teacher after teacher one even got sent to the principles office. and it didn't stop there at daance at music class and so on After continuously dissaplining my children all week I feel weak and drained. To boot I have people asking me if I would like help getting help for one of my children in the special needs catagory now every time I think about it I just can"t help but cry!!!! I feel like a failure on so many levels. I feel like I am a failure with my kids , with my house, and with my friends. God your really going to have to carry me through this one cause there is no way I am going to be able to. My family is all I have in this world that is good. I love them so much that weeks like these hurt. so whoever reeds this if you would pray for me that I may hear Gods voice telling me what it is I need to learn here I would appriciate it.
